Emerging of the Bombshell Within

An eclectic view of a girl's life

Happy Valentine’s Day!! February 14, 2008

Filed under: Holiday Wishes, Personal Interest, Random musings — bombshellwithin @ 5:03 PM
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Happy Vday

all but the un-named bunny, are gifts for my friends and family

she’s acting kinda like Vanna White, showcasing them

 

Since I have no projects or yummy food to post up as a distraction or as a symbolic representation of the day, here is a lot of loving wishes on this day!  Y’all know I love you everyday, not just for Valentine’s! 

So to all my friends, and to all my readers:

 May love be plentiful and your lives be full! 

 I wish you all great and special times!  

Always, the leafy bombshell

 

A girl wanting flowers February 14, 2008

Filed under: Personal Interest, Random musings — bombshellwithin @ 1:42 AM
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It’s only appropriate that on the day before Vday, I write a melancholy little post about this sudden desire I have to receive flowers.  I suppose it’s all the banners flashing everywhere with beautiful bouquets of mixed flowers.  And usually I think I’m pretty good with never wanting anything.  I like to be surprised and I don’t like to make demands.  My entoned “I want!” in Wal-mart was more a silly request for a pretty little stuffed bunny which had me utterly delighted when Carlitos/scizor decided to gift it to me without hesitation.  But this… this is more, I suppose. 

I guess I’m craving the significance that comes with getting flowers; the sentiment, the emotion, the connection, the spark. 

No, I do not wish for roses.  I do not like them.

I believe the last time I got a flower it was a rose.  A yellow one.

From a friend, 2 Valentine’s ago.

Unless we’re counting these:

roses

From a long distance boyfriend.

Their picture was all I got.

There were flowers for my graduation from high school, a gorgeous basket with a plushie Honey puppy wearing a graduation cap from my family. 

There were flowers that fateful Valentine’s day after I broke up with my high school sweetheart… from another boy who had a deeply seated crush on me.

A dozen peach-pink roses.

And I cried for several hours because they were from my friend…

and not my ex-boyfriend.

I often joke about how I’d marry the man who knew to give me tulips…. red and yellow tulips.  I would love him forever, I think. 

But tulips cannot grow in Puerto Rico.

And neither can ivies.

The tropical heat does not agree with them.

Who could blame them?

So tomorrow I shall have my brave face on as I endure the campus full of flowers and the boys giving them.. and the girls who will receive them. 

Then I will endure a spell of time when it seems there are no lovely flowers around at all.

flower girl

And then I will wonder when my time for flowers will come…