Today I’ve had a song lyric running through my head. I think it’s from the Mighty Mighty Bosstones…
I’m not a coward, I’ve just never been tested
I’d like to think that if I was I would pass
Look at the tested and think there but for the grace go I
‘might be a coward I’m afraid of what I might find out.
But in my brain, I keep thinking it through as the opposite.
I’m not a hero…
but if I were ever tested, I fear I’d not pass.
I’m definitely afraid of what I might find out.